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好久没写blog了。。。
因为最近都很忙。。。

下乡。。。
最近时常有退团的念头呢。。。
但还是没退。。。

有时真的觉得好累好累。。。
累得就快撑不下了。。。

好像今天。。。
我的组友告诉我明天他们要在宿舍熬夜。
可是，我不想。。。
一是因为星期五我必须出席奖学金典礼。。。
二则是因为我不喜欢在外面过夜。。。
可是，我组友说一定要留。。。
不能不留。。。
emo。。。其实我是为了什么而进下乡的呢？
我知道的是，我并没向他们那么样的，有着很伟大的想法。。。
帮助华社。。。这点我赞同，这也是我们应为我们自己的名族所作的。。。
但。。。
我却绝对无法像他们一样了。。。

每个人都有着不同的天赋。。。
但，
有许多事情是后天可补足的。
只要肯学习、肯努力，就必定能实现。。。
天下间，没有人是绝对的。。。
只在乎你肯不肯。。。
若你肯，就绝对行。。。
但是，有些发生了的事，
确实无法改变，
但我坚信，只要肯改变，
一切都会变得更完美。。。
也许，完美已不存在，但部分的完美绝对是没问题的。。。

health n hot talk

nasi lemak party...haha....
all of us r rushin to d front to tk d food....
as....
we hv empty our stomach such a long time dy~

haha....it ws a weird pose...
which is mimic from dragon ball...
n what ws i feel suprising was...
ChuYing will cooperate wif me to do this pose~
haha...
so...bettar dun offence me...
if nt...
ltr i will change into d super sa kai ppl~haha....


our muet teacher,mrs christina was bringing us a nice breakfast today!!!
but...for me...its nt a really nice breakfast actually...
as i dun eat spicy 1....




today our breakfast ws nasi lemak......
i hate this....
cz....i jz can eat d rice,peanut n eggs oni...= ="


yea...u sure will fell weird tht why we will hv our breakfast together in d class...n d breakfast was prepaid by our teacher~haha...
its bcz our new topic was HEALTH~~~
however....i dont think it was a healthy breakfast....= ="
yea....jz bcz of this....
we hv ask teacher ws it tht when d topic of tourism n travel we will be go out...
n u noe wat she said?
she said yes
haha....hooray....we will hv our 10S2a class trip soon~n it sure will mks all of d pupil in this class to go~^^
n for d topic of consumerism...we will go shopping,haha....
i like it~^^


yea...today d tan stri wong ka ting ws cum to my college~
to gv us a talk....
for me...
if it ws nt tht it's compulsory for scholar holder student...
i 200% sure wont go...= =
as the talk was about politic...
i dun like politic>_<"
so....could i jz drop pengajian am?....

we should be appreaciate what we have....

today...
i take rapid kl to tarc...
after i hv found my seat n sat down for a few minutes...
i c a guy...
his eyes ws looks bright n dark...
which can be said is a nice or beautiful eye that he have?

anyway...
after he hv paid for his ticket...
i found tht he hv bit weird...
i dunno how to describe d weird feeling tht i hv at d moment...
he ws jz looking around...
looks bit blur...
after while...
i found tht he ws wif a tongkat...
yea...mayb he is a blindman....

he ws looks confusing at tht time...
as he dunno whether d seat tht in front of him hv someone ws sitting on it or not...
actually...
i should be stand up and help him to get down his seat...
as d seat in front of him is empty...
but...
unfortunately...
i did nt do so....
i feel sad...
why i din help him?
yea...my excuse at tht time ws...i ws too far away frm him...
but what ws d matter?
jz a few step of walkin n i can help him dy,wanst it?
so...why i didnt help him at tht time?...haizz....

yea...
so...
we should be appreaciate what we have all the times...
jz bcz of we r perfect...
as we hv a pair of eye to c...a pair of ears to heard...we hv hands n legs....
we should nt always be not so unstatisfied with our life...
so,i really feel tht actually i ws a lucky person...
at least all my organ is function well n i can eat everyday~^^
yea...eating is d most wonderful thing in this world..haha...

yeah...i feel happy rite nw...
cz i no need to go cs for this week,haha...
so i can hv more times to ...SLEEP...haha...
yea,sleep is d most most most wonderful thing in this world apart frm eat~^_^
like last saturday....
i wk up at 10 sumthg...then slp on 12 sumthg...pm i mean...
after tht...i wk up at 3 sumthg...thn slp bac at 4 or 5 sumthg...
till 8 sumthg...i wk up jor...haha....
so...
sleep really is d most most most wonderful thing in this world!!!!^^

Don't u think life is funny?

hv u ever think that before?
adult is so good...
they can earn money themselve...
kid is so good...
they have no worries....

actually ...
why does god create human to be always unstatisfied wif their state?
although they already noe actually they are good enuf dy....
but, i do have think that sometimes...
that's...
how if d times can flow back to d past when i was jz a kids,no worries....
actually, i was statisfied with what i have now...
as i have eyes to see, ears to heard, legs to walk, mouth to talk....
but...maybe i was a greedy person...
so i do hope the time can flow back sometimes...

but...
i still remember that...
when i was jz a kids...
i hope i can grow up faster...
so that i can earn money myself...
n but whatever that i want...
mayb i was jz too innocent at tht time...
haha...
i don't even noe tht when i was grow up, the problems or worries will follow me to grow up too...

but now...
i hope i can become a kids again...
haha...
so don't u think it is funny?hehe....

but u noe what...
last time when i was took lrt alone...
thr was a blind man sit in front of me...
n i was thinking...
i wonder how was he goes for his life...
as his world was dark n black...
but...what i noe is they can feel the surrounding more deeply than us...
they can heard ppl talking sound more clearly...
yea!so, thy actually are a good listener!!!!as they sure will hv more patience than us!

so, i think i should be greatful with what i have now...
but....
jz hoping that tmr will be better than yesterday...^^

11 June 2009

finally...
i have cum back to inti again...
firstly, i take bus...
then lrt...
next ktm...
after tht, whn i hv arrive nilai...
i hv to tk bus somemore...
after that,i really arrive inti ~^^
Vimala , KangLee n me....
haha...
KangLee really likes to makes something funny when tking photo...
he jz trying to act like sleeping when taking the photo...

EeTing, KAngLee n me at d cafeteria...
i miss d lime juice over here...
haha....
yea...n i have ate d chicken rice again...
its is CHEAP!!!!^^


EeTing, ShinYi n me...
hehe...
we taking tis photo at the bridge...
quite shy...
cz lots ppl pass by...
haha...

hehe...

actually...

really quite paiseh when taking tis pic...

cz it will cause others feel weird of taking photo over there...

this is what i feel...hehe...

but...

its good tht we can tk pic again,haha...

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13 June 2009

今天作了个心理测验。。。

承敏的姐姐给的。。。

首先。。。

他给了我：钥匙，兔子，人，拐仗，桥。

之后，他要求我以以上六样东西画在张纸上。

说到兔子嘛。。。

我就想到我亲爱的兔子~^^

于是，

我就先画了座桥，

之后上面有我和我兔子~^^

我手上拿着钥匙，而我亲爱的兔子着拿着拐杖。

过后，承敏姐姐揭晓答案了~

钥匙代表着金钱

拐杖代表家庭

侨代表事业

兔子代表情人

而我呢~就是个重视金钱的人，也可以说爱斤斤计较，哈哈。。。

由于我把兔子也放在桥上，所以我除了重视事业也重视情人，

所以我绝对不是那种单身主义者，因为我把兔子和拐杖画在桥上（不是我说的）

但是，由于我把拐杖给兔子拿着，意思就是说我不会理家庭，而且是由兔子照顾的，哈哈。。。

嗯。。。

很多人都说着测验很准。。。

我嘛。。。

满认同的。。。

哈哈。。。

金钱虽不是万能，但没钱却万万不能哪~

而事业嘛。。。这是一个人生的保障~^^

crazy 30 hours....

its all happen start frm yesterday 1pm...
before finish our math lecture...
act all of us was planing to go to JiaHui parents thr eat chicken rice....

yea....we go thr on ard 1 30 pm i thk...
then we jz eat eat eat....eat chicken rice only lar....
after we finish our lunch,
we have done a silly thing, which was tking a photo in front of JiaHui parents' chicken rice stall...hoho....
it makes all d passenger freeze for awhile...
maybe they dunwan disturd us to tk picture?
anyway....it act was jz mk us looks like tourism or kampung ppl,haha....

after finish our chicken rice....
ChernMin, Vivian , XinYin n me was go to canteen 2 to have our icecream...
p/s: act we were full dy....but....jz bcz d weather is kinda hot thr....so we want to ate d icecream^^
each cup of d icecream cost bout RM2.20...
and it is VERY big cup!!!
for me, i have order sour plum mix wif lychee...
lychee very nice to eat as it was very sweet~^^
but....sour plum....
although all of them said it is delicious n it taste like Vitamin C....
but for me...
I feel it is SOUR!!!!

after finish our last classes which is chemistry lab...
we all have go back to our home....

ard 7pm i thk....
ChernMin n I go for our dinner....
hehe...
actually we not hungry yet...but....just feel tht its time to eat our dinner,haha....
after finish our dinner at Wan Yit...
we went back home and wacth for Supernatural...(i like it very much,hehe...^^)

i thk its ard 10pm...
we have call XinYin to go for yam cha....
thn abt 11 sumthg, DongSheng hv come n join us....
after 1 an hour later, YouHui who is DongSheng new fren in physic class have come and join us too...
we all just keep on chat n chat....n laugh n laugh...
we chat till frgt bout d time,haha...
yea...ard 3 sumthg i thk....
all of us have go back to my home...
bcz its RAINING~~~
yea....the way tht we went back....
i have jz fall down inciddently...
sad lar....cz my leg hv bleeding n sure will hv scar dy...haizz....

actually another purpose of tht we going back to genting court is bcz we want to play badminton...
but due to raining...we have to wait for it to stop first...
the rain hv jz stop ard 4 sumthg....
n at tht time, ChernMin said: Im feel hungry nw....can we go out n makan first?
then XinYin said: Go lor,letz go to steven's corner!!!
yea...after a few minutes...all of us really go to steven corner n eat roti canai, roti telur or watever lar....
wonder why....
its actually quite early dy....
usually ppl will slp dy....
but...
we still at thr chit chating n playing,haha....

ard 6 30am....
yea...i feel very happy at tht time!
cz hv ppl told me letz go n play badminton nw,haha....
so, we all go back to my home n tk d racket first...
but...
dunno why...
after all of thm go into my room...
all jz lie down on d matress or on d table...
n jz looks like dead fish...= ="
yea...thts YouHui...he said go play badminton 1...
but thn he slp...haizz....

but, story hvnt end yet...
cz we still hvnt slp...
dunno why...
i suddenly feel very excited to singing....
so i sing may day "lian ai ING"
yea...
this song act hv mks chernmin xinyin youhui feel excited...haha....
all of us jz feel very excited to sing song at tht particular moment....
so, we hv decided tht we want go n sing K later...haha...

ard 8am i thk...
dongsheng said he couldnt go, as his hv to go n help his relative to sell d shoe...
after tht, youhui oso said he dunwan go...
haizzz....
sad....but it still nt very sad yt...
ard 10 am...xinyin said she hs fall slp jz nw....
so thn...
chernmin n i thk bettar she jz cont slp, cz she really looks tired....

yea,thn...
arb 10 30 ....
chernmin n i have go Times Square to wacth movie n shopping!!!!
hoho....
i really feel tht i quite bit hyperactive or maybe can said i hv lots energy^^
cz i still hv energy to shopping n wacth movie....

we go back home ard 6 30pm....
yea...
so its all for my crazy 30 hours....haha....
btw, dun u thk i hv potential to b d future doctor?hoho....
as i can dun slp for so long~~^^
yea, another conclusion is....I have eat a lot on tht day n today....
so....I feel like wan to vomit nw...= ="
I hope i wont keep on n eat like this next time....

the funny life...

firstly,i would like to tell u all some joke....

it was my first time to use the washing machine in this house...

yea...the first step surely was collect the cloth n put it inside the basket...

then, i pour all my cloth inside the washing machine...

after that i press the power button n follow by start button....

next,i pour d detergent inside it...

after a few second...

i realise that there has no water flow out...

so i wonder why...maybe its bcz i still hv nt close the top of the washing machine...

so, i going n slept jz after i hv close the top of the washing machine...

2 hours later... ...

yea...i hv awake frm my sweet dream...^^

so, i go to laundry thr to collect my cloth...

WOW~~~~

its really amazing!!!!

u noe wat?

d cloth is dry n no wet at all!!!!

yea...wat i thk was...

maybe i too kampung...

maybe the washing machine nowsday hv dryer inside it...

so, i tk all d cloth to balcony thr...

jz dunno why...

i quite worry bout it wheter hv it wash dy or not?...

so...i hv decided to tk it to washing machine thr n wash again...

this time...

i call my chern min come n help me...

i wan to check wether d washing machine really works or not...

n u noe wat hv chern min said?

she said: r u sure the washing machine hv water flows out?why it dun hv any sound of falling of water?

hmm...she is right...

but wat can i do?

i thk mayb i was too kampung...

so maybe i dunno bout tis kind new tech....

while chern min was checking on it...

my hand hv bit gatal...

so i touch the pipe of the washing machine...

n i was jz turn the lock in clockwise direction...

n u noe wat hv happen finally?

the washing machine hs water flows out!!!!!!!!!!!

phew....

finally....

i hv used bout 3 hours to wash my cloth ...

yea...this was the most funny thing that i having on last sunday...

yesterday...

after we having our lunch at the old canteen...

KK n i was going to the toilet...

after we cum out...

i ask KK: whr ws this staircase going to?izzit going to other place or somewhr else?...

then KK said: huhhh?!!!!u dunno?....actually we was using this staircase to cum down to d toilet jz nw....

after that...

KK hv spread tis joke to all of our classmate who r in d canteen...

then chern min laugh me again...

she said...we jz use tht staircase to toilet this saturday...

haizz....

plz...i an old woman...